Well I'm gonna just get into it. Women have me on edge as of late amongst other things. So this is how I am gonna put it. Number them out and just speak my mind.

1.  We can never date because simply put, you don't have the ability to keep me in line. You get too jealous even at the thought of me having another female friend, god forbid we have a small history. I care about you and all, but I know for a fact dating you would just seem like I settled with someone just to get the "proper life" going. You also lack the self confidence I need to see. Honestly, if you don't believe in you..... how am I.

2.  I like you a lot, but it seems we are always on opposite ends of the spectrum. Now you are pregnant, and well I can't handle that as the other guy.

3. Great girl, main problem is 3 kids. All under the age of 5. I don't know if it is possible for me to be "that" guy. As it is, now I'm barely "this" guy.

I am sure there is like 1 or 2 more, but I can't remember them. Time to update myself and the masses with my own world.

As some people may know, I have been on this whole "becoming the good guy" trip. It's actually quite difficult since I am so used to doing everything the opposite way. Also, things in my world seem to happen at a super accelerated pace. I am currently in the courting phase with a girl. Beautiful and sweet, I have no clue why she likes me. It's odd though, this is the first girl who I am actively pursuing, without using any of "my" methods. It's all old fashioned for the most part. I mean the most we have done is a peck outside of the night she flashed us and well......I had to feel. Hey, I'm working on it. lol

To be honest, I get nervous when I attempt to ask her out at times. Something that has only happened once in my short time on this planet. I wish I knew what it is. Odd thing is I'm doing everything the right way for once, so I am just expecting something to happen soon. Ruin everything, and leave me back to my own not so good devices. If I had to guess as to what it is about her that makes me this way.... I'd probably say, she was done so wrong before me that I just can't do it to her. Also her personality, just makes me want to be a better person. Wow, that was a line from As Good As It Gets. Odd, how some media just describes your feelings.

I am a man with one thought on his mind. Oddly, that thought keeps changing me.

Most people assume that I am just some type of person who does what he feels. They would be right. lol On the other hand, I am the type who believes that anything I do can also be done by my significant other. So my girlfriend, Tia(who I actually believe I might be falling for oddly), can do the same shit I do. Like I'm totally honest with her. I find it strange since most girls I'm honest with would be ready to kill me for my antics. Maybe, she just understands that I am a free spirit, and nothing I do is intended to hurt her. Then again, she could just not care.

In other news, I have officially tag teamed a girl. It seems my sexual adventures will continue forward.